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plastic stuck-on smile
flying through the aisle you
just walk up and down
while i stay here and drown and
is it just a game
some twisted form of shame but
i'm just a punching bag
just a toy that made you gag
and it's falling through now
it'll stay this way somehow
i'm lost, and unaware
the things that we shared
all just a fading memory
i'm lonely, and standing still
push me down the hill
i'm not what you want me to be
the veil shimmers and lifts
you've ran out of tricks and gifts and
i'm falling far behind
just bitter and unkind with
tears of blinding rage
i try to turn the page but
the bonds are too thick now
i'll never make it anyhow
it'll it's falling through now
it'll stay this way somehow
i'm cursed, not really there
the things that we shared
all just a dying memory
i'm crying, and had my fill
push me down the hill
i'm not what i want me to be
hear, think, repeat
my life is repetition
kneel, pray, repeat
my life is predilection
hear, think, repeat
my life is repetition
kneel, pray, repeat
my life is ovverated
i'm lost, and unaware
the things that we shared
all just a fading memory
i'm lonely, and standing still
push me down the hill
i'm not what you want me to be